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You've probably been wondering where I've been lately.

I've been happy.

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I only cry from frustration.

Why do you cry?

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Soul mates don't exist.

Ponder this. There are 6.8 billion people on Earth. The concept of soul mates means that one person on Earth is your one true love, your better part, etc, etc. Even if you met one million people (that's being very generous, there is no way you can meet one million people), the chances of you meeting your soul mate in one million is... well you do the math.

Actually, I'll do it for you. The result is 0.0147% to be able to find that one person if you meet one million people. It's technically a negligible chance.

Statistics aside, what about the moral issues? What if your soul mate is a 6 year old boy? What if your soul mate is the same sex (which really isn't a problem, but for some people it is)? There is no guarantee that your soul mate will be around your age, the gender you prefer, or a whole bunch of other issues.

Bam.

Soul mates are Hallmark garbage.

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Moar.

Everywhere I look
Seven colours of harmony
I too wished to create such perfection
Therein began
The gentle drizzle of my search
Which led to nothing but dark clouds
Storm after storm passed
It alluded me so
Time and time again
Can we be that rainbow?

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Moar.

Without warning
Plunged in the sea of emotion
Whirlpool, dizzying
Dragged to its depth
Slowly suffocating
If drowning feels this good, I don't ever want to breathe again

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Moar.

Empty eyes
Distant laughter
False assurances
Shrugged caresses
Phantom kisses
Abandoned arguments
Silent words
Fading love

Did you not
Notice
Care
Wish
Once more with feelings

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Moar.

Withdrawn, disconnected, shielded.
Thoughts swim in my mind.
Drown, drown with plain little pills.

Create my fantasy.
Release my savior.

Internal rhythm, beat beat beat.
One last time.